Sometimes there are days when
you are suddenly content.
It just springs itself on you somehow,
like a really pleasant leech.
It sort of sticks to you,
and a dumb little grin clings to
your face.
I love that stupid-happy feeling.
That feeling where, despite the stressful days
and restless nights, you're just inexplicably
alright.
It's superb.
Days when the skies are beautiful,
the people are swell,
splendid things like that.
When you can fall asleep,
looking out your open window
and think quietly,
"I am alright, we're all alright,
and life is going just fine."
Because I think everyone will be alright.
Something in humans is so utterly resilient,
we can bounce back from anything.
The bad, the worst, the unbearable.
We'll recover.
It's going to be just fine.
As long as we've got someone to confide in,
and the wind at our backs,
I am sure we can each blaze our own trail
and create ourselves to be
whatever we please.
Despite all circumstances,
despite the suffering around us,
we grow and overcome
all that once made itself a cage around
our souls.
Like hot air balloons, somehow.
We'll rise
in spectacular colors.
Humans can overcome even our
own flaws.
We've got a way of righting things.
It's lovely.
And weirdly,
I am alright in admitting
that I want to do something
that will make me poor,
and will probably loose me some respect.
Following our hearts is what gets us everywhere in life.
We've got to listen to our desires
and fulfill them to be complete people,
fulfilled and happy.
I do not ever want to just go through the motions.
I want to do everything in my power
to become what I've envisioned for myself.
We all ought to live for something,
it makes waking up each day easier,
and it makes our night-dreams sweeter.
Living for something,
something that makes us happy,
is what life is about, I believe.
And on days like these,
I am so certainly sure
that I love you.
There is no doubt
lurking in my soul
and bones, to discourage
this feeling.
I am wholly ok with
being in love with you.
And it means more than just
wanting you for myself,
I want you to be happy.
No matter what the circumstances.
And I think that's a big part of
loving somebody,
caring about their state of being,
and their happiness.
It's days like these where
I can simply glance at you,
and feel so much better.
It's weird.
But it's ok.
It's you.
Heart, and soul, and brain.
Hands, and wrists, and arms.
Eyes, smile, and your peculiar laugh.
I simply had to fall so hard for you.
But I like that, some days.
And I simply adore you,
and I wish that some day
we can spend our days contentedly together.
Oh, wouldn't it be nice?
I love you.
And I am ever so fond of days
like these.
1 comment:
I love this. So much.
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