(For summer!)
Yippee and hoorah!
And so far, yes.
It's been totally kick ass.
And guess what.
It's only like,
actual day two.
I adore my friends;
they'll make this summer worthwhile and fun
and awesome and rad and crazy and rebellious.
I could use a little rebellion.
Funny story, though.
I literally spent eight-ish hours
in some sort of school yesterday.
The first day of summer
and Jacket and I are at school.
We have no lives.
But it was awesome anyway.
And then we were out and we danced in the rain
on the street corner on a main street.
And we sang and played guitar and
laughed and plotted
and we all had a lovely grand sleepover
because that is what summer is about,
am I right?
I never want it to end.
But a trend is emerging already.
When I'm not home, my life
is fantastic.
When I'm home I feel like throwing up
and yelling and crying.
Because nobody listens to me,
nobody here seems to actually care that
I exist. I am ignored completely
and feel like an interloper (!) in my house.
No need to nag,
no need to tell me, "Well you need to DO soemthing this summer"
HA.
Yeah, because if I didn't babysit whiny kids
I'd just sit on my ass all summer long.
What a joke.
I'm taking an online class,
I'm reading books,
I'm helping teach a class.
I'm studying and learning latin.
Oh, I'm such a lazy bum!
I never do anything with my life because I'm some sort
of god-awful idiot, right?
I hate being here.
I hate that I start babysitting on Monday.
9-6:30.
nine and a half hours of this crap.
This time,
I'm only in it for the money
(and because I was given no choice, my dad can be controlling).
The only thing worthwhile this summer
will be my friends.
I can tell you that now.
They truly make summer seem like a good thing.
*angsty teenage sigh*
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