23.4.11

This is Just a Modern Rock Song

I want to wander supermarket aisles
With and while taking nonsense and true sense.
(In post-structuralism is anything true?)
I want to walk in the rain down
Puddle-filled streets in the afternoon.
I want to make you coffee in the mornings
(I have to learn to make coffee first...)
And I'd like us to be able to sit up
Very early into the morning to
Watch the occasional sunrise.
I want to listen to you laugh.
(I'm fond of the strange sound)
We could watch films about nothing
And everything, and we could laugh
Like fools. I want to fall asleep very near to you
And listen to you dream.
We could stand at the windows, watch
Cars pass on the street.

I want us to have perfect silences
In which neither feels the need to speak
But to just stay contented in the fact
That we would be near.
Silence is an ultimate test.
Let's sit in bed on cold mornings
And listen to the small plink-plink
Of the raindrops on the window sills
Without saying words.

There's a lot I wish we could do
That we'll never be able to.
And that's alright, regardless of how much it bothers me.
Because you know, you probably want something very different
From my own small ponderings.
And you should pursue whatever you please.
Darling,
I'd like to be able to hold hands and walk down a dimly lit street
Late, late at night.
What do you want? And from who?

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