Gospel

People are probably
sick of hearing
me complain
and be sad
and whatever.


But sometimes
the only dominant
thing in my life
is this sadness,
and I can't get over it.


So I'm sorry
for wallowing
in my own
pathetic problems,
but I have to work on this.


Because nothing is
getting better,
and it isn't going away.


So if I'm not myself,
it's ok.
I'll be back soon.
It's also ok 
if you stop caring.
Because 
I would too.