3.6.12

Sailors Blue

Normally, 
ending make me
incredibly sad.
They are always
a bittersweet and
terrifying things.


I get nostalgic and
weird.


Normally.


But I have never been more
excited for the end of something.
I have never been
so happy to put something behind me.


I am starting the good-bye rituals
to my disgusting, horrible,
hellish and crippling junior
year of high school.


No other year of school
has been this bad.
Hopefully, this never
happens again.


I am putting everything 
from this year behind me,
locking it away 
and I won't dwell 
on it after Tuesday.


I'll begin to forget,
and hopefully things
will be better,
and beautiful.


I am bidding this year
sayonara real loud
and with some insults.


I am kicking it to the curb.


I am excited for the end,
excited for beginnings.


Scared, totally unsure
but really, really grateful.
And really, really excited.


It's good that all things
come to an end.

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