Wires.

Certain Matt and Kim songs make me

strangely emotional. Everything about

songs like "Wires" "Good For Great" "am/fm Sound"

all give me this feeling in the pit of my stomach,

like something... something is missing.

They are emotionally charged songs,

though you might not think so.

They make me think,

make me feel a wide

range of things.

Make my heart sort of stop.

Because lyrically,

those songs are genius.

They make me want to party with my friends,

cry and dance and laugh and sing off-key.

Matt and Kim makes me really, really happy

above all else.

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At this point in time,

I don't want to see him for a while.

I don't really want to talk to him

or think of him for a little while.

(The last one is impossible.)

But some part of me is worn out

from these weirdly exasperated feelings.

Some part of me is overly cautious of these

very clear lines drawn in the sand.

Some part of me is thinking that he

doesn't like me at all, in anyway,

and that he'd much rather be rid of me.

Sometimes I'd much rather be rid of him

than to think about him all the time.

But I love him.