27.2.12

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I'm excited.


For tomorrow
and the finishing of 
our film.
For the burning of the dvd
and the end of the process.


It will be bittersweet as
always. But it will be worth it.


I am sleepy.
Eternally, never-ending
sleepless feelings.
My body just says no,no, no.
Sleep.
But I can't.
My days are not meant to 
be spent hibernating.


I am afraid.
Of the future,
of my life, and whatever
it will bring.
I can't stand the look at a
long stretch of time before me.
There are too many unknowns.


I'm anticipating
a wonderful wonderful time
on April 28th.
With four awesome people
and an awesome road trip
and a rad film festival.
I cannot wait.


But why are the good things always 
so far away?

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