21.10.12

A Garden and a Library

When you have a dream
about trying to kill yourself.

That's what's scary,
the residual aftershocks.
It's like radiation poisoning,
it's there,
and doesn't go away.

When you have a dream
about lethal injections.

But then you dream
that you stop.

It's weird, waking up
with a feeling like
you did something bad.
And then you remember and get scared.


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