I feel like I'm disappointing everyone in my life,
and they are disappointing me.
It's a funny symbiosis.
I'm not good enough,
but neither is anyone else.
And to get anything off the ground
I have to do it myself.
I guess I wouldn't mind
if I had an ounce of support.
People are like
"I support your decision"
and then tell me why I should
change my mind.
People are telling
me I ambitious
but am ultimately going to fail.
People aren't even speaking to me
at all,
I learned to live with it.
I don't even so much mind
the disappointment,
the feeling that I'm pissing everyone off.
It's the unwillingness
to talk about it.
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