9.11.10

Oklahoma.

Today is one of those days that reminds you why you're in existence.
One where just the simplicity of the day makes you happy.
Where really, everything makes you happy.
Nothing can really ruin it, for some odd reason.
It's warm outside, and gorgeous, and I can open the windows and let the fresh air in.
I can air out my head and breath deep, do a little barefoot dance outside with my best friend and life can be rad.
The sun is slanting at this angle that is somehow quite breathtaking, just the angle itself, not even the sun.
The sun is a whole other thing,
It has roiled me up into this state of blistering joy.
It's sunny outside.
It a whopping SIXTY-THREE degrees outside.
I love days like this.

And I know,
This probably just seems bipolar and braggy,
And possibly very, very idiotic.
But so be it.
Because I currently am just enjoying being.
I think Emerson and Thoreu would be proud.

Which reminds of that yes, I still have obligations,
Two essays looming, another term notebook thingy, a test tomorrow.
But so be it, and life goes on.
And I like that.
That no matter what happens, things move on.
Away from bad, towards better, maybe even awesome.
Yeah.
That's right,
AWESOME.
Boldly proclaimed in ALL CAPS.
Heavy stuff, I know.

But I somehow can only see things getting better right now.
(Of course, this will change in an instant, I am a pessimist, after all.)
And better is always lovely.

Like this weekend, at least, like, Friday night,
It should be rip-roaring good time.
Yeah, rip-roaring.
Don't know where that came from, but it works.

Emoticon is called for here:
:D

And it's days like these that make me like he-who's-name-can't-be-said even more,
While at the same time I am viciously aware that things wouldn't work out.
I still like him,
And that's ok.
It isn't as though I'd make any silly moves or something like that.
I am not as stupid as I may seem.

May I take this moment to outright brag?
Sorry, but yes, I am going to, sorry guys.
But.
First term?
GPA?
4.0
Four-point-friggin'-Oh.
And that made all of my frustration and self-doubt totally worth it!
It really, actually did.
It is just a good day.

Awesome.
Like finding money in your pocket or wearing undies right out of the dryer.
(I stole those from "The Book of Awesome", by the way. It's funny and clever, read it, now!)

To end.
I love you all.
Such a silly, intoxicated-sounding thing to say,
But I'm feeling pretty good about things right now.
So, I love you all, and that makes another person who loves you.
I hope that makes any of you sad and hurting folks happy, because you should know that you are loved.
Everyone has someone who loves them, I assure you.

And now a quote, from the ever eloquent John Lennon:

"I believe in everything until it's disproved. So I believe in fairies, the myths, dragons. It all exists, even if it's in your mind. Who's to say that dreams and nightmares aren't as real as the here and now?"


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