Rootless Tree

It's been nearly two days now, since I last posted.

Seems more like an eternity, sadly.

You miss a lot when you're sick.

When you don't get on Facebook,

Or even have your phone near you.

You miss an awful lot.

But when you're sick and you've got homework out the wazoo, what can you do?

Right?

Something that's been nagging at me since yesterday needs to be said.

I hate liking him,

I hate people knowing I like him.

I hate how everyone hates him.

I hate how stupid it feels to talk about him.

I'd love to be able to shut up and never let another word about him pass my lips.

Some people say he's a douchebag.

And I hate that I just have to shut up and let it go, I have to shut up when someone else finds out I like him.

So why should I talk about it anymore?

Why should I?

I shouldn't.

It's so petty and stupid.

Then again, what about this blog isn't petty and stupid?

Sorry to be dismal,

But it's a mental-physical illness thing, I guess.

I just feel bad.

Adieu, my lovelies.