10.9.10

Cousins

Yes, I blogged less than twenty minutes ago.
But there's news to be told.
Nothing too awesome though.
And it's mostly just a request:
Rate my poem, please?
It would make me happy if you did.
Happy like this: :D
So please, rate my humble poem.

Also.
I specifically told myself I'd keep my obsessive ramblings to a minimum.
Apparently my self-control is wimping out, because I'm going to rant about him.
So if you hate when I get obsessive, please, escort yourself from this blog. The door's on the left. Thanks.

And if you don't mind (or somehow enjoy) these little rants, read onward! Because it's going to be interesting.
I think.

Ok.
So.
It's weird being anywhere near him.
I have a class with him.
Making things weird.
I still am unfathomably attached/in love with this guy.
What gives?

And I swear.
I notice and/or file away the most ridiculous details about him.
Because I noticed when he stretched yesterday.
And it was funny and weird and cute at the same time.
This feeling was so strong it just increased my usual urge to puke.
Great, yeah, that puke-ish feeling is so fantastic.
Day after day.
It doesn't go away.
It's like he scares me or something
And that triggers the need to barf.
What the hell?

Also.
WHO WAKES UP AT 3:45?
Please, WHO!?
Apparently, he does.
Again, what the hell?
But there's reason.
He goes to the gym.
I think it would be funny to see him in shorts and whatnot and all sweaty.
Bahaha.
He's so skinny, I should've guessed.
But I don't think
think
That he's got abs.
Which is perfectly fine by me.

It's amusing that 4:45 is sleeping in for him.
What time does he go to bed to be able to get up so early!?
Or does he just not need significant sleep?

And this next part
It's especially pathetic.
So prepare yourself!!
Because it's so teenage and ridiculous and other various degrees of these things!
He touched my shoulder today.
See?
I told you I'm insane.
How pathetic am I?
By my own judgement, very!!
But he did.
Briefly, but he did.
His hand lingered there just long enough for me to notice and feel awkward.
I was probably slightly flustered afterward.
I don't remember, it was pretty early this morning.
So ridiculous.
I hate myself.
But I admit that I took full notice of this event.
Whyyyyyyyyyy.
WHY?
Could I not have chosen to be obsessed with someone else!?

*Flustered noise*
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...

Yeah.
I don't know what else to say.
I'm so ridiculous.
Take the keyboard away from me before I do real damage.
Please.

Ok,
I'm really leaving you to your Friday festivities this time.
I swear.
So goodbye.
And don't forget the dancing and lampshade wearing, you hear!?
:)

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